Alone, scared, crying

Night has come again

I wait sad

He leaves closing the door

Darkness all around

I feel nothing

…

Nothing I do is right

I become very fearful

I wait sad

He stays

His breathing even

I remain Silent

…

Silently I suffer

The pain too great

Sad I am

This will end

I promise,

Stay strong

…

Stronger, older, smarter,

I fight every day

Sad I am

Memories resurface

Ugly

Bitter very angry

…

Anger stays for a while

I want to live free

Stop this war

I hate no more

Brother, can you forgive yourself?

I am unsure.

…

Rochel Leah

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See my other postings:

Growing From Darkness and

My Experience In A Psychiatric Hospital